If I could put all my feelings into a box.

So, I’m going to go on a small rant. Fuck feeling but I need to.

I seriously hate humanity. I hate how people are, how they act, and how they treat others. I use to think there wasn’t someone out there for me. I used to always feel like I was so alone, and wasn’t ever going to find someone to except me for ME.
If I must say, I’m a awkward, goofy, stupid person. I’ve only ever met one person that I can honestly say that has expected me, and my “package” as some will call it. I know for a dying fucking fact, there is no one out there that will ever except me. I’m hard to handle, I’m emotional, I’m a atom bomb just waiting to explode every single fucking day. And for some reason, this person can make all that not exist. Yes, I’m still crazy, and emotional. But I don’t feel like exploding everyday. He makes me; me. He can turn a bad day, into a good day just by making me smile. I’m a fucked up person, I have fucked up problems. And I know he’s just as fucked up as I. There isn’t any man, nor human being that can make me feel the way he does. All these gay ass feelings I have for him are unexplainable. But try so hard everyday to find them in my brain and comprehend what exactly I feel. I know it’s far beyond any feeling I’ve ever felt. He excepts me, and all of me. And I think I like that.
I know I’m not alone in the world anymore. Because I have him. Near or far. I have him, and that’s all that matters, right? Fuck feelings. Fuck everyone. Fuck the world. Except for him. He knows me. He excepts me. And he loves me.

Wah fuck this. Bye.